Saturday, 22 May 2021

How has it changed you?

Sitting at the computer for the first time in ages, it feels a wee bit foreign to me as I've been busy trying to recreate life in a new place while life changes, as always never in our control.  We've all tried to adapt to the changes and I wonder how different our perspectives, expectations and  needs have become.

I miss the physical interaction with people I hold close.  In that, I mean physically hold close.  

I..

am a hugger.  

Although I have tried in the past not to encroach my personal space onto another, I eventually come close enough to squish you.  

How has these past years changed you, if at all?

I will respond to lead the conversations.  

I have chosen to live life in the moment, to do what's right, no matter how hard, and even, kept boundaries when I thought it wasn't easy.  Even, at the cost of losing relationships.

I have resigned to the blaring fact that my body won't live forever, and that my soul, actions and lingering words will be around for much longer than I can control.  

Live not by others choices or words but by your morale compass doing the right thing, more so when no one is watching.  

And..

Sneak a hug in once in a while, it feels pretty amazing.